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Ok so let's start for actually show people who I am. However there's one big thing of about myself which is making people laugh and also being odd. Therefore I'll make this into a strange "who am I" thingy.

Born with open hands to the upcoming world.
From a land where laughs were found at every corner until corruption took over.
Never fit in as refused conformity and "following" the crowd.
In love with best friend who brought me happiness even though was not enough for him.
Rejected by the one who introduced drawings and the world of dreamers.
No longer liked by those around.
Moved to millions of places/houses.
Anger issues.
New friends and old childhood friends, life couldnt be better.
MOVED country.
Scared, angry, useless to save father.
New friends, new language of which i have fallen in love with, father saved.
No longer angry, sad, useless. Comedy saved me.
Laughs everywhere, happiness followed.
First kiss, weird braces...not good. it hurt though likable.
MOVED no more boyf... distances dont work on me.
New friends but still in contact with old mates.
AWESOME people all around.
Found people which i was looking for since i was 7. wont let them leave me, ever.
Laughs and smiles I want to bring them everytime, even though i can't do it much now as distances cuts it off... but i never want them to feel alone and less. I never gona let people around me feel like i felt.
My family was, is and will always be the anchor that keeps me from hurting completely. friends are the supporting ropes. And I am the ship who is between sailing away or keeping still. Both outcomes nor hurt nor damage. But those around it does.
The never ending battle that only time would bring out the ruling winner.

So that's my story, without much detail as i have blanks in my memory caused by different events. ¬_¬ or I just have a crappy memory. heheh.
I hope/wish to get better at everything i decide to do. and people can appreciate it in the end. as everything just has an ENd ...

until its our turn
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Lastly HOME by Gabriela Aplin , pretty much sums it up. :3
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As humans beings we regret, yet i have always told myself not to regret anything and i dont really. 

But i do hate myself when i don't do something and it becomes too late to do it. 
You see the signs everywhere! saying to you always do it before you forget, or do it before it's too late otherwise you'll regret it.

Well i am not regretting, i am just disappointing with myself, and i have noticed that i keep doing the same mistake over and over and over again. 

I can't change. I don't even try to cause, I guess I am just a lazy bugger. I am really tired about this, but I don't anything for it either... I guess I'll just live with it and hope for a short life. -_-' pro-creating won't be the best as it will just pass it down to oter generations, I don't hate humans that much. 



I am sorry. I was never there. I never called. I never even write the letters I wanted to send you and make you happy and I left it too late obviously... I couldn't make you laugh one last time. I am so sorry I failed you. I am tired of disappointing but that's all I can do really, disappoint. I am just good, never excellent in something and I COULDNT F*ING get into MEDICINE Coz I AM THAT STUPID! I AM DUMB and not even deserve my name at all! talking all and mighty all the time when it was just bunch of lies and bullshit. I cant be a doctor, or biomed even, I dont have the brain for anything, I cant be an artist or writer I lack natural skill and persistence. Cant be an architect nor engineer as my maths is crap. Cant be a director/actress/musician as I dont have any special talent nor know the right people. So. in conclusion I am a waste of space, cells, thief of oxygen for those who deserve it and worth it for it.    
  • Mood: Hopeless
  • Listening to: lily's awesome playlist
  • Reading: nothing
  • Watching: Fairy tale.. and many more films.. to actually n
  • Playing: dota2 lol
  • Eating: Nuthing...
  • Drinking: tea
O>O I can't stop procrastinating and all i really wanna do is draw! BUT i can't seem to make myself to do it. 
¬_¬ Personal Computer Gallery 
I wrote this down for future Lily, hoping she'll read this and say, DARN it past Lily, i had to do all work AGAIN! >.> 
^_^ so i say HI future Lily well done to get it done. :3 
Time to haul ass out of here! 
Ok yes, i know that sounds all crazy but it's actually very good for one's own spirit and sanity. It's ok talk to yourself if you feel like talking but don't want anyone to really listen :3 Well for me, I am never alone :) I'm religious so i believe i am never alone. I am not here for preaching, just to say what i think/feel. 

So If you ever find yourself doubting your sanity coz you talk to yourself, or you just want to let everything out but not annoy some by telling them, because trust me sometimes there are somethings that you dont want people to hear, coz you wouldnt want someone else telling things like that.Humpin that leg! 

Ya know that treat others as you want to be treated ideal I pretty much live by it. :3 
I am a dummy! I am a dummy! Jamming to tunes Comfort me. 
  • Mood: Artistic
  • Listening to: lily's awesome playlist
  • Reading: nothing
  • Watching: Fairy tale.. and many more films.. to actually n
  • Playing: dota2 lol
  • Eating: Nuthing...
  • Drinking: tea

Tagged by :iconderpicorgi:

Pokemon randomizer: randompokemon.com/
Rules:
1) Switch to "All regions"
2) Switch to "1"
3) Only one pokemon per question
4) Tag at least one person when you're finished

Extra) This is you
Psyduck

1)This Pokemon is your best friend!
Thundurus.. never have him :s

2)This Pokemon is your boss who you need to impress for a promotion
Sandslash, yesh i can imagine him/her really... 

3)This Pokemon is your partner in a science project
ABRA!! oh YEAHHH!! :D getting them A's

4)This Pokemon is looking for any possible way to murder you
Vanilite...really one of the most pansies... o.o yet the scariest then.... 

6) This Pokemon is your boyfriend/girlfriend
Hydreigon. Oh a three headed dragon kind.. uhmmmhummm :P 

7)This Pokemon is your Ex
Musharna... maybe coz he stole my dreams...O>O 

8) This Pokemon stalks you every waking moment
Rhyhorn... right. not noticeable for me to freaking run away if i see him stalkin me! 

9)This Pokemon just stole all your cheesecake
Hippopotas, you adorable bastard... 

10) This Pokemon is what you felt in your bed last night
Cubchoo... ^_^ no problem 

11) This Pokemon Punched your Mom
Weepinbell.... you what?!

12)This Pokemon would do anything to steal your shoes
Nuzleaf ;3;

13)This Pokemon died by your hands
Whirlipede. most probable scenario i might have stepped on him.. :s 

14)This Pokemon is your loyal companion for life
Togepi... O^O d'awwww

15) This Pokemon is your loving pet
Lapras i always liked lapras... :D 

16) This Pokemon is your Dentist
Gastly ;.; oh dear... 

17)This Pokemon is what you dream about every day
Zekron...not really im into Lugia mostly ol' timers ya know :P 

aint taggin people coz they already being tagged and well dont wanna make people do if they dont feel like. I like them so no issue with me :D 
  • Mood: Artistic
  • Listening to: lily's awesome playlist
  • Reading: nothing
  • Watching: Fairy tale.. and many more films.. to actually n
  • Playing: dota2 lol
  • Eating: Nuthing...
  • Drinking: tea
Tagged by ~:iconderpicorgi:


1. Your most boring story? xD
Uhmm, nothing really. For me everything is not boring, even if just staring at the tv, or just laying on the floor.OH no wait.... SHOPPING! O.O girly, clothes shopping.... O>O it scares me more really.

2. What's your opinion on what's happening between Russia and Ukraine this year?
I can't say that I am shocked at it, as I see stuff like this happen everyday from where I am from, but I am rooting for Ukraine, is their darn land, thus I dont think anyone has the right to steal it, they can buy if from them or you know SHARE IT! but politicians are just bunch of babies, (please try contact me within 2-5 days if I dont reply, then the secret assassins has killed me or abducted me) 

3. How long does it take for you to brush your teeth?
1 min and 3/4, yes, i like my teeth a lot. 

4. Are you against racism?(reasons)
Yes, well, I am pretty much a high mixture of races. ^_^ but all i got to say is those people who are racists are racists as long as the recipients makes them. Otherwords we make them be racist by taking importance to what they say. fish it! Race is just another word, we are all the same bleaming species hence if you are racist you are pretty much insulting yourself, no one in the world is pure from one place. 

5. Your favorite accent and why
OHH well dont get me started on this. I LOVE the Scottish accent, strong but still understandable. OH and also the Japanese accent and Italian and Russian and American (TEXAN proper Y'all, Hill BILLy kind) ^_^ oh oh and JAMAICAN man. 

6. Have you watched all the Star Wars series?
EXQUESSE ME! OF COURSE!! I LOVE them O^O BIGGEST FAN!!! I know people complain about the first 3 being the crappiest and stuff, but i still like them... >.> 

7. Will you accept Mira as your lord and savior?
Who is Mira? >.> and I'm catholic and proud. 
NOT EXTREMIST ok? not a crazy one either. 
8. Are you good at maths?
I'm alright, to be honest I did Maths A level and I have never loved a subject so much, I wish i was like really really clever at it, but heck grades arent my strongest points. 

9. Do you like children?(no pedo)
uhmm.... I..... kinda.? well not really, they really creep me out, I watched the trailer to some movies with children and it has put me off it. Also I studied about pregnancy and all that... well if you want horror, WATCH CHILDREN BEING BORN! D: scarred for life i'll say. However.... I enjoyed babysitting :3 and when they are in that stage where you are like their hero or something like that... :') and when they think you are awesome and make you feel special when you just see that your life choices has been all crap. Yeah I guess kids help out sometimes. But when they get older to teen time, I hate them. :< 

10. How often do you guys take selfies of yourself? xD
Once in a while, snapchat mainly coz i gotta show people my awesome expression to their comments :3 but for me I prefer friensies... picture with my friends :3 they help my memories and stupid heart of love. 

11. Do you see life the same as you were a kid? 
yes and no, I still have a overactive imagination and making people laugh and being nice to everyone. But I dont remember as a kid being stressed and feeling lost, insecure and unsure of what a day is gonna bring me. I have also noticed, that I should have being WAY happier child and so gratefull for the tiny lil things that i used to do every day. Like going to the pool at my old house, visitng my family on holidays and hearing the funny weird stories of my mum hiding in the dj booth whilst the police was asking for id... :3 mum was a rebel. 

ok and I tag ~:iconalexfarrowhamblen: :iconlazmarr: 
and ~:iconanime-reality: is tagged but like to put the last question that i added. :3 
  • Mood: Artistic
  • Listening to: lily's awesome playlist
  • Reading: nothing
  • Watching: Fairy tale.. and many more films.. to actually n
  • Playing: dota2 lol
  • Eating: Nuthing...
  • Drinking: tea
Never Letting go. Childhood stays by jokelily
Never Letting go. Childhood stays
Made with deviantART muro 
As we get older things get more complicated. Well thats what we think, because as a child I would see everything simple. 
So now as an adult, all I think is about how I awesome was my childhood; and now I see kids today, they are wasting their childhood wanting to be older. Its crap, enjoy your age. you dont get a do over. 
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O>O I can't stop procrastinating and all i really wanna do is draw! BUT i can't seem to make myself to do it. 
¬_¬ Personal Computer Gallery 
I wrote this down for future Lily, hoping she'll read this and say, DARN it past Lily, i had to do all work AGAIN! >.> 
^_^ so i say HI future Lily well done to get it done. :3 
Time to haul ass out of here! 
Ok yes, i know that sounds all crazy but it's actually very good for one's own spirit and sanity. It's ok talk to yourself if you feel like talking but don't want anyone to really listen :3 Well for me, I am never alone :) I'm religious so i believe i am never alone. I am not here for preaching, just to say what i think/feel. 

So If you ever find yourself doubting your sanity coz you talk to yourself, or you just want to let everything out but not annoy some by telling them, because trust me sometimes there are somethings that you dont want people to hear, coz you wouldnt want someone else telling things like that.Humpin that leg! 

Ya know that treat others as you want to be treated ideal I pretty much live by it. :3 
I am a dummy! I am a dummy! Jamming to tunes Comfort me. 
  • Mood: Artistic
  • Listening to: lily's awesome playlist
  • Reading: nothing
  • Watching: Fairy tale.. and many more films.. to actually n
  • Playing: dota2 lol
  • Eating: Nuthing...
  • Drinking: tea

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MonsieF Featured By Owner Oct 13, 2014  Student General Artist
Thank you for the fav!! :)
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Lazmarr Featured By Owner Nov 24, 2013  Hobbyist
Hey I found you ^_^Preview
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AlexFarrowHamblen Featured By Owner Aug 22, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
Hey Buddy!
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jokelily Featured By Owner Aug 22, 2013
HEYY Buddy :3 derpicorgi.deviantart.com/
that's Chloe's, i hope i wasnt too late like always :( 
or my great skills of finding worked so you didnt need a link :L
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DerpiCorgi Featured By Owner Jul 11, 2013  Student General Artist
(Tag a quality deviant, You’re it! Quality doesn’t mean that you have a lot of followers, or a lot of messages. It means that you’re nice to other people, and you deserve to be happy. If you get this message, someone is telling you that they love you as you are, and they don’t care how much followers you have. Send this to 10 deviants who deserve it. If you break the chain, nothing will happen. But it’s just good to let someone know that you love them! ♥)

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jokelily Featured By Owner Jul 20, 2013
What is love? ...... baby dont hurt me... dont hurt me... no more.... 
WHAt IS LOVE?! :3 
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DerpiCorgi Featured By Owner Jul 20, 2013  Student General Artist
Wut? XD
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jokelily Featured By Owner Aug 7, 2013
It's a song :3
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england3 Featured By Owner May 17, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
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Anime-Reality Featured By Owner Jan 12, 2013
Thanks for the watch kinda sir of the land of Conyers >:3
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