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Waiting for the loo by jokelily
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Waiting for the loo :iconjokelily:jokelily 0 0
Codeguy OC by jokelily Codeguy OC :iconjokelily:jokelily 0 0 Never Letting go. Childhood stays by jokelily Never Letting go. Childhood stays :iconjokelily:jokelily 0 0 Girl in the pond by jokelily Girl in the pond :iconjokelily:jokelily 2 2 Tonto and Lone Ranger by jokelily Tonto and Lone Ranger :iconjokelily:jokelily 0 2 You gotta wake up! by jokelily You gotta wake up! :iconjokelily:jokelily 2 2 Watched Lighthouse by jokelily Watched Lighthouse :iconjokelily:jokelily 1 0 the dragon of awesomness by jokelily the dragon of awesomness :iconjokelily:jokelily 0 0 Fanpic to Konoha by jokelily Fanpic to Konoha :iconjokelily:jokelily 1 0 Awesome frog by jokelily Awesome frog :iconjokelily:jokelily 1 0 Owl spectating by jokelily Owl spectating :iconjokelily:jokelily 1 0 Eye of the tiger, but the whole tiger by jokelily Eye of the tiger, but the whole tiger :iconjokelily:jokelily 1 0 GCSE final piece by jokelily GCSE final piece :iconjokelily:jokelily 1 1 Rafiki fanfic by jokelily Rafiki fanfic :iconjokelily:jokelily 0 0 Commision for a friend by jokelily Commision for a friend :iconjokelily:jokelily 0 0 GCSE stuff by jokelily GCSE stuff :iconjokelily:jokelily 0 0

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My Master in modern outfit by aenaluck My Master in modern outfit :iconaenaluck:aenaluck 1,331 47 The lament of Icarus by Picolo-kun The lament of Icarus :iconpicolo-kun:Picolo-kun 11,979 688 AT: A new Day by Qsan90 AT: A new Day :iconqsan90:Qsan90 477 74 For Valentine's Day 2016 by aenaluck For Valentine's Day 2016 :iconaenaluck:aenaluck 2,952 91 Entrance to an unknown world by GeneRazART Entrance to an unknown world :icongenerazart:GeneRazART 1,052 88 xeven xamurai nobuseri by scary-PANDA xeven xamurai nobuseri :iconscary-panda:scary-PANDA 315 5 Zilven by TamberElla Zilven :icontamberella:TamberElla 3,674 98 Pose study - female figure by xghostwheelx Pose study - female figure :iconxghostwheelx:xghostwheelx 1,070 15 Skull by DemonML Skull :icondemonml:DemonML 689 19 Flight by GUWEIZ Flight :iconguweiz:GUWEIZ 3,948 72 Demon Cyborg by d-oppelganger Demon Cyborg :icond-oppelganger:d-oppelganger 976 60 Pose study - couples by xghostwheelx Pose study - couples :iconxghostwheelx:xghostwheelx 1,914 31 Nima! by rossdraws Nima! :iconrossdraws:rossdraws 1,881 48 Fierce Cougar And Fox Tribal Yin Yang Design by WildSpiritWolf Fierce Cougar And Fox Tribal Yin Yang Design :iconwildspiritwolf:WildSpiritWolf 246 2 Molten by itsbxd Molten :iconitsbxd:itsbxd 714 51 Who am I ?.. by AjkaSketch Who am I ?.. :iconajkasketch:AjkaSketch 348 89

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WHATS SUP! Deviantartist! :D
Ok so let's start for actually show people who I am. However there's one big thing of about myself which is making people laugh and also being odd. Therefore I'll make this into a strange "who am I" thingy.

Born with open hands to the upcoming world.
From a land where laughs were found at every corner until corruption took over.
Never fit in as refused conformity and "following" the crowd.
In love with best friend who brought me happiness even though was not enough for him.
Rejected by the one who introduced drawings and the world of dreamers.
No longer liked by those around.
Moved to millions of places/houses.
Anger issues.
New friends and old childhood friends, life couldnt be better.
MOVED country.
Scared, angry, useless to save father.
New friends, new language of which i have fallen in love with, father saved.
No longer angry, sad, useless. Comedy saved me.
Laughs everywhere, happiness followed.
First kiss, weird braces...not good. it hurt though likable.
MOVED no more boyf... distances dont work on me.
New friends but still in contact with old mates.
AWESOME people all around.
Found people which i was looking for since i was 7. wont let them leave me, ever.
Laughs and smiles I want to bring them everytime, even though i can't do it much now as distances cuts it off... but i never want them to feel alone and less. I never gona let people around me feel like i felt.
My family was, is and will always be the anchor that keeps me from hurting completely. friends are the supporting ropes. And I am the ship who is between sailing away or keeping still. Both outcomes nor hurt nor damage. But those around it does.
The never ending battle that only time would bring out the ruling winner.

So that's my story, without much detail as i have blanks in my memory caused by different events. ¬_¬ or I just have a crappy memory. heheh.
I hope/wish to get better at everything i decide to do. and people can appreciate it in the end. as everything just has an ENd ...

until its our turn
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Lastly HOME by Gabriela Aplin , pretty much sums it up. :3
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With stressful life exercise helps to get rid of the horrible feelings of disappointing or just failing in any way. 
With a busy life, exercise is a luxury.
Stress builds up.
News come around and show that one UNSUCCESSFUL, sorry. Not worth enough for them, they rather have paper pretty than pretty person.
Its ok, there are other 3 more to come.
Cant shake the feeling they'll be just like this one. And i keep fooling myself.
Everyone has told me, "Why do you keep trying that? why dont you just do this? You should have another plan"
I CANT I DONT F@*&£ WANT TO
I want to be who i want to be, why can't people let me?
If they only meet me, just get to know me, they can see I am much better that a f@$&£ piece of paper.
I dont wanna feel anymore
It's not worth it. I really wish not to feel so i dont waste time on fixing them so I can give them the F$*£%& pretty piece of paper they want.

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AjkaSketch Featured By Owner Feb 13, 2016  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Thanks so much for +fav!! :TipOfTheHat: Heart 
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vesssel Featured By Owner Apr 17, 2015
Thanks for the fave! Feel free to check out my Facebook page for more art. :D
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Lolita-Artz Featured By Owner Mar 11, 2015  Professional Digital Artist
Thank You ^=^ by LOVEMAYU  When You Dont See The Light by Lolita-Artz Press Watch by TouchofArtistry
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sksuijilil Featured By Owner Feb 19, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
Hi, thank you very much for the fave on "Azure Soul [Finished]"!:) I'm glad you like it!:D I appreciate it!XD
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Rinka-tan Featured By Owner Feb 16, 2015  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Thanks for the watch!:)
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MonsieF Featured By Owner Oct 13, 2014  Student General Artist
Thank you for the fav!! :)
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Lazmarr Featured By Owner Nov 24, 2013  Hobbyist
Hey I found you ^_^Preview
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AlexFarrowHamblen Featured By Owner Aug 22, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
Hey Buddy!
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jokelily Featured By Owner Aug 22, 2013
HEYY Buddy :3 derpicorgi.deviantart.com/
that's Chloe's, i hope i wasnt too late like always :( 
or my great skills of finding worked so you didnt need a link :L
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gecko-tooth Featured By Owner Jul 11, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
(Tag a quality deviant, You’re it! Quality doesn’t mean that you have a lot of followers, or a lot of messages. It means that you’re nice to other people, and you deserve to be happy. If you get this message, someone is telling you that they love you as you are, and they don’t care how much followers you have. Send this to 10 deviants who deserve it. If you break the chain, nothing will happen. But it’s just good to let someone know that you love them! ♥)

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